In This Case, The Safe Words Are Right and Wrong

It's been a long time since we've so much as spoken to each other.
It's been forever since we've had anything to say.
I've spent this time thinking about where we go from here,
And the only results I come up with are no where.
If I knew why I was so upset with you,
I'd probably have already told you.
You're childish actions were one thing,
You're irresponsibility another.
The list is becoming far less endless,
But it still goes on for miles and miles.
I know you know
You know I know
Therefore, we stay apart
And fight our battles for what's right in our hearts.
I miss having people to talk to.
I miss being able to sleep.
I miss wondering what you all are doing.
I miss wanting to speak.
I know now that what I did
Was worse than anything you could have hid
The cutting is done and over with
The thing we're all hoping for is just one wish
A wish to be wanted
A wish to be loved
A wish to feel something so we don't have to feel this pain at all
I wish I knew what I gave up then
Because I surely would have tried to save it now.

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